Here i am once again lol

Here i m once again...after such a long time...why did i suddenly return..again?? well i got back here after i got reeled into a blog thingy in facebook....in anycase, i tried to delete all the posts of tis blog to start anew as it is really veli depressing, humiliating, weak n stuff...but i got lazy n bored so i think i managed to delete a year's worth...those are stories i rather not talk about anyway...so...to keep everyone up to speed...since my last post (i deleted tat as well =_=) i was waiting for my turn to present my thesis...well it went nicely...though it didnt work as well during the presentation, the lecturer was kind enough to appreciate the true value of my efforts..tat was a very wonderful experience...currently staying at Damansara Jaya SS22...by some random twist of fate, by spamming Facebook i managed to hook wif an old fren n now staying at his house since there is a room free lol...fate?...i m working at Manulife Technology and Services (MTS) near Bangsar area. Still under probation which is a pain coz i nid to apply unpaid leave for longer Christmas holidays...it costs A LOT. Probation period finishes on January and hopefully i will get an increment as well...i think should hav gua....if dun hav oso nothing i can do bout it....like end of year bonus >_<...i didnt get tat either...still playing DOTA if anyone is wondering...but spends more time in Borderlands wen there is no kaki to play wif...not tat i hav a lot of frens in KL either...the fren i staying wif always paktoh...then the other UKM ppl either dun dota, or stay too far for me to keep in touch wif them...i dun hav my laptop anymore...entrusted it to my bro..now i juz online from CC...still can afford la...well more recently though...i watched Avatar...tat movie blew my mind...izzit bcoz of the 3-D? no...the story? not really either...it was predictable and the 3-D is nothing the PS3 cant create on a HD tv...muahahaha...the thing was it got me thinking...i wanted to watch it again..why? i think it is bcoz of the feelings tat exist while watching the protagonist go about in the movie..i get the chills during the call for war scene...or perhaps tatz due to me wearing thin t-shirt hahaha...itz juz tat i dun wan it to end..tat fantastic experience..means i dun really like reality...i wish to escape...well i guess it holds true for a lot of us...but like it or not...tis is here we are...tis is where we will be...but i cant stop myself from emphasizing on the love story of the movie...the raw emotion involved...i dun think it exists in tis reality...think bout it boys and girls..how many of u will really cry and mourn if yur partner died...they didnt paktoh long oso...it was juz 3 months+...they got to spend almost every moment together and go through life n death situations together...which in tis reality hardly ever happens...so is there any chance of such deep feelings to develop between 2 humans in tis reality?...i got no doubt bout husband and wive tat lived 2gether for 20 years la...but 3 months?...ok la give u 1 year hahaha.....seriously now...for me? if any of my previous crush(es?) passed away...i dun think i will cry...no...i wont even shed a tear...heartless? perhaps...food for thought...