Savage Dog Cerberus

Hahah i m writing tis post while listening to tis song...besides, the title sounds totally wicked...as some of u may know, today i nid to attend the weekly night meeting wif the ppl on the other side of the world..so as i depart around 10 sumthing, can say the streets of kl iz more empty than usual...i always enjoy blazing through the roads...especially the blowing wind...gives me a feeling cant find anywhere else...as i m riding, my thoughts float elsewhere...i could think of many different topics...frens, work, entertainment etc...but guess i will stick wif a topic onli...yesterday i blogged bout reconnecting wif an old fren n he saying it might b the time to stop gaming...he oso asked me if my family let me drive motor in kl...so it got me thinking...izzit really tat dangerous? perhaps i hav been lucky throughout tis 1 and a half years here...but perhaps my parents would prefer me to drive a car too if possible...duno bout tat haha...but i wouldnt trade in my motor...i can skip traffic, i dun nid to pay parking n my motor iz aledi fully paid..no monthly installments...n oso the petrol costs r quite low...my income iz not tat high either...so those r my most important reasons as to why i still driving my motor...hell once i even overtake a ferrari at the highway bcoz the car iz stuck in traffic lol...i think investing in an expensive car in malaysia iz kinda dumb...even as a display of status, it iz not worth it...well there r many different kinds of ppl in this world...n it iz through tis variety that improves our life one way or the other...if we meet bad ppl, take it as experience n try to move on...if we meet good ppl, we get another good fren we can rely on...but if u meet onli bad ppl then it might b hard for u...tatz why i say try to move on...it iz not so simple sumtimes...i cant say that meeting onli good ppl iz bad...perhaps a carefree life?? hahaha...but i do hope my life iz of different shades n colours...it iz onli 1 way le...once the journey iz over, the colour of yur life will show how u live....onli 1 colour seems kinda boring doesn't it? hehehe....

Gaming time...

The reason i chose tis topic iz coz today i reconnected wif a long lost fren...and he said ppl our age mayb shud stop gaming...but i doubt tat...i think it iz a passion that iz unique to each gamer...some gamers play casually and can stop wen there r more important things going on...so r hardcore and muz spend some time daily practicing their l33t skillz or juz fulfill their addiction...i try to find my middleground between those 2...but nevertheless my gaming time will still persist...however i m suffering now due to gaming as well...it takes a lot of time from my daily schedule...and it does not help tat i find the game fun n entertaining...luckily i m still able to keep my wits around me and stop b4 it gets too serious...hmmm gaming addiction iz pretty bad actually...even though it iz cheaper and perhaps by a slight margin healthier than addiction to smoking or porn, we r still wasting money on it...but no gamer will admit tat it iz a waste...haha i agree on tat as well...but to chase after hardware to continue playing games iz very expensive..some of us dun even use the computer to itz maximum potential...but juz to satisfy our gaming or entertainment needs...well i guess it will b hard to understand for non-gamers....same as gamers not understanding the joy of modifying cars or going shopping perhaps? but i do know some 'hybrids' every now and then...hahaha ok lo..time to sleep...reason i keep on blogging evn though it iz WAY past my bedtime iz bcoz i dun wan to break my word if i am still able to keep it...nitez everyone~

Broken promises

Today is the 1st of november...and i resume blogging once more..hahaha...sorry for not keeping my word of blogging daily but if u spend onli 5 hours sleeping a day i think it is excusable to skip...hanging out wif family and frens hav nvr been so tiring...but well worth every moment...wonder wat would hav happened if i remained here...but perhaps i m juz exaggerating bout the situation...i bet i would be blogging and the days will pass juz like usual...but i do feel refreshed now...wonder how did i survive 2-3 months without going back? Well no point thinking bout it, now i nid to stand firm for another 1.5 months before heading back again...hopefully i wont need to burn through my reserve annual leave hahah...back to topic, broken promises are something nobody likes...even though u may hav a solid reason and perhaps it might even be the correct thing to do...but swallowing it iz not so simple or straightforward...perhaps the damage is lessen by being informed bout the betrayal earlier without finding out yurself...but a broken promise is a broken promise...no matter how u clean up the shards, u cant heal the scar left behind by multiple strikes...well the reason i m suddenly talking bout tis iz not due to other ppl FFK or breaking their promises with me...instead itz me who couldnt blog daily that brought about tis thought...i do experience a fair share of broken promises but if i actually bother to keep count of it all, it will do me more harm than good...i believe tis holds true for everyone out there...if u can find the capacity to let it go, then do so...some things are juz not worth the effort...