13/1/2008

Finally the weekends gona b over..n i came to sum private conclusions...important ones...ones tat r positive n m glad tat i could realize it early...life iz not meant to b thrown away..after almost crashing my motor down the ground another time...n receiving sum valuable advice...advice tat actually got through my thick skull...i was lucky tis time...coz i understood how my motor will react if i brake suddenly..so i separated the braking juz in time to negotiate the corner...i shouldnt hav been speeding anyway...i tot it was juz for fun...hahaha...the scars from the past saved the present me...came back to the room...heartbeat still a bit fast...then go take bath n sat down in front of the laptop reading a manga...a manga regarding a doctor n how he helps his patients without regard towards his superiors or the administration...the chapter follows the story of an old woman suffering from cancer...not onli tat she iz suffering from the medication as well...the clever script as well as the life-like drawings almost made me shed a tear...if it was sumone i knew lying down there suffering...walao...n the old woman....her husband did everything he could...n luckily the main character iz who he iz...a hero...a hero going against the corrupt hospital officials...it also shed light towards wat doctors hav to face everyday...indeed there r happy moments...but faces of anguish n extreme sadness...even despair r visible as well...patients who blame the doctors...life iz important...i certainly will appreciate my life more watever the circumstances might b...i really will try my best to drive carefully wenever possible...hahaha...oh yeah...the ATM machine can reload handphone credit...today really studied a bit...feel kinda satisfied...understood how girls r generally smarter than boys...wen u got nothing to do...u juz kinda get more curious bout things i guess...as i went through the notes, i surfed the net to search for terms i dun understand...even though the lecturer might not hav covered it i still looked for it...why?..normally i might even think tat it iz troublesome...itz bcoz i m studying n i m not in a rush to do anything...there iz nothing planned...no outings, no dinner trips...i got nothing to do...playing a game or not iz completely up to me...i can play wenever i wan anyway...or mayb i juz wana improve on the way i study last sem...seeing how everyone say i muz try my best tis sem...i will make sure it will b more erm....dunno how to put it ler...if after going so far as to study from the second week of the semester onwards dont put me in the dean's list i m gona whack those fellas saying i shud try my best...sumtimes trying hard iz not good enuf...sumthings juz wont work in yur favor...but there iz nothing to lose iz there...bsides...i might even gain sumthing from tis...by proving it wrong n spitting it at their faces hehehe....using me as a real-life guinea pig...i think nothing else to say liao loh...tatz all for now...still feel kinda fresh after the bath...play game sin~~....bb