18/3/2008

Urgh...i m getting severely depressed...really cant contain my feelings anymore....overspilling everywhere...dunno wat to do anymore...i guess itz juz tat time of the year again...hahaha...towards the end of sem i will act like tis..dunno why...happened last time...but itz too early now...wat do i want? wat do i need? wat iz wrong?...as of now i m kicking everyone out of my life d...itz the opposite of wat i m trying to do...aiyooo....bad mood almost 24/7...nothing makes me feel happy...today sumthing expected happened...i got a call to take sumone sumwhere...female d...but sumhow my gut told me it will juz b the same as last time...sumthing will happen tat stops me from fulfilling the task...i tot it was going to rain...but it didnt...i was stopped anyway in the end...n oso no one wanted to go supper...wat iz wrong wif everyone...no need to eat anymore ah? rather stay in room eat biscuits? dammit itz pathetic...n sumthing unexpected happened as well...in a negative way...the food i consumed during lunch hav not much taste...nvr happened b4...i know bad mood might coz u lose appetite but to lose yur sense of taste? watz wrong!??...itz past 2 liao...wana go sleep d..tomolo need to face a big challenge...presentation for group thesis...a lot of ppl got shot down today...we wont b any better considering the lecturer iz kinda...strict i guess...hopefully after tomolo things will brighten up...AARRRGGGHHH!!!!...whew...hehe