19/3/2008

Day in day out...i really wana cry d...but i cant =_=...the feelings r welling up inside of me...feel so sad now...a dejected soul...i m afraid of asking ppl for supper aledi...being rejected so many times...promises broken so many times as well...sum aledi agreed to go tiba-tiba say dun wan pulak..as i walk towards the parking lot...how my heart slumped as i passed by the rooms of ppl i know...i run from one person to another juz to b rejected over n over again...i wana juz kneel down n cry...i dun wana do tis anymore...but i m hungry every night...either i eat supper or i eat bfast...no way i m gona eat bfast...i wake up aledi late...juz enuf time to prepare for class...as i ride my motor towards my destination i onli hav the cold wind of the night to chill me...tis iz not the first time...nor do i think tis iz the last time...wat iz the purpose of living so close to everyone wen there iz actually no one at all?...wat iz the purpose of fighting for yur frens...helping frens...wen there iz actually no frens at all?? over n over again the rejection came...the disappointment...once, twice, today, tomorrow, next week....now 1 sem liao...not counting last sem...juz watched an anime epi...where one of the characters were absent n his friends r worried...sum even missed him...for me? my coursemates will juz think i got lazy or sumthing....dun wana type anymore lah...go sleep better....getting more n more sien....