Floating around...

Yeapz...i m floating around in the sea of events...day in day out pass by without any real meaning...now i juz continue wobbling around my path...since my weekends were so fantastic, the weekdays pale in comparison...since it iz aledi pale, when a negative event occurs, it goes pitch black...the probability of a positive event to occur iz kinda slim...considering the nature of my daily routine...there r so many things i wan to say and yet there iz always a chance that this blog will be found...and this time, the risk iz higher than it used to be...guess some things nvr do change after all this while...anyway perhaps i should concentrate on what i could say...in regards to my post in facebook, i do personally think wen one could not see anything past his/her own personal dissatisfaction regarding sumthing or sumone, tat means there iz no more turning back...there iz no more reason to accept or to comply with the source of dissatisfaction...this is not a phenomena that happens overnight...it gradually builds over a period of time...over a series of bad...or perhaps 'unfortunate' events...does luck really do factor into this i wonder...any immediate entertainment onli serves to reduce the negative feelings that iz being accumulated in the heart and iz temporary as the underlying problem does not disappear...it will soon return and the effort spent to entertain oneself might hav been gone to waste..however sometimes we will 'forget' or 'ignore' the problem as long as it iz not brought to our attention...that iz why it is not a good idea to always rely on an 'escape'...soon everything may add up and complicate things...wen we r reminded of the initial problem, we will feel overwhelmed by the current scope of everything altogether...and then we will suffer...the solution seems simple now that we hav identified a major part of how the system works but consider this....i did not factor in environmental variables...meaning outside influence to the existing problems and the system...and this iz what i currently face...and hopefully something i will solve...wen u cant beat reality, u work around it...