Here comes another weekend...

Ahh...nothing beats a good dota game wif funny frens...hahaha at first i was quite emo...duno why tis few days feeling veli down n empty...earlier after dinner i go cc n play alone tim...no feel at all..waste joh rm3..wat my fren say iz correct de...indulging in yur own sorrow will not solve anything...it will onli breed more sorrow as u empty yur pockets trying to fill in the blanks...but still many ppl like to try drowning everything with beer n liquor...commendable but not reliable haha...i do miss those days though..well most of the time we cannot change our circumstances...tatz why the depression lasts so long...if there iz a valid action or choice to b taken, we would hav done so...yes, there iz always a choice...but choices are seldom solitary..most of them hav far reaching effects or it depends on other factors...so even if u could see a path in front, there might b chains tat tie u down...i guess i shouldnt spend too much time blogging 2nite...nid to wake up exercise 2molo..haha...it will b a 'healthy' day...sumtimes i love being tired...perhaps bcoz most of the time i nvr flex my body...onli sit in office...haiz...growing horizontally summore...yes i gained weight...i m not hoping exercising once a week will help me lose them but at least i might hav a chance of maintaining my current weight....tatz all for today...take care everybody~