10/11/2007

Another day has passed me by...didnt really do anything productive today...juz studied a bit..nothing really happened today as well...most of the day spent in room...but sumhow the mood today was kinda bad...didnt really lash out at others though...but i was swearing mentally...hahaha...to the on lying in bed having a fever right now...hope u get well soon nia...one of the worse things tat could happen to a student iz getting sick during exam season...dun rush things...it might get worse...wait till u get better nia...wonder wat got to u...u were still running around a few days earlier...if ppl say pressure or depression then i shud b the one lying down not u ler...hahaha...ok ok it was a bad joke...i guess itz no surprise tat ppl will wonder how come i care so much? itz not like u r available or anything...n surely i understand tat right? yeah...i guess so..i hav no intention of doing stuff of tat kind...itz juz tat i hav no one else to care about...tatz one way to put it...or perhaps i will act the same if i could towards others wen they fall sick?? dun really know for now...but i juz follow wat my heart says wif a bit of thinking...heart says help...brain thinks how loh...wakakaka...last time wen i was involved in an accident...finally i can come up wif a great excuse...even if i told u...wat can u do to help me? in the end i will onli make u worry bout me...hahaha..the most u can do iz wish i will get well soon...not tat i dun appreciate it but i know none of u will wish me otherwise right? so without u all saying anything i myself will think tat everyone is waiting for me to get back up....mayb i m juz lying to myself T_T....ok ok no more negative thoughts...time to go sleep loh...wat a boring friday...haihz..pasar mlm back in ipoh nia...tonight no supper oso...wonder if the stars r shining brightly?? hehehe...