9/11/2007

Hm...another day has ended...today iz considered to b a great day de....got off to a routine start loh...wake up then went on9...kacau around for a bit b4 going to eat...after eating came back kacau ppl more...didnt really wana study...but i shud b starting de...hahaha...then sumone invited me over as company...i gladly agreed as i cant study in my room...but dun wana go library as it iz smelly...the air-conditioning busted...went there n talked a bit b4 proceeding to mind own business...she got her report i got my reading to do...midway through sumone came in...later on after 2 hour i almost settle my reading..at least for the evening..cant study continously for too long...i was juz sitting there idly then onli i realized the true situation i m in...a guy n a girl in a place...hahaha....didnt really think of it tat way wen i first arrived earlier...well there iz nothing between me n her...at least for me i think there iz nothing...i dun think i really give any positive hints...i dun really find her frequently...tis time i juz tot i wana hav a break from everyone n i havent really chat wif her for a long time de...so there goes my evening...then went for dinner not long afterwards...after tat played sum game n went to eat tong yuan...hm...i m not really a fan of tong yuan...but eat for fun i guess...furthermore a lot of ppl there nia...went there sat near a corner wif a fren or 2 n chatted away...ignorant to everything tat happened a few days ago...dun wana involve innocent bystanders...after tat a lot of ppl left...sum went to study...sum hav better things to do it seems...onli a few seniors remain...sum of the continued to chat wif juniors while i talked bout the good old days wif another fellow senior...we talked bout how everyone used to b more frenly n outgoing...where v rule the foyer...how 3-4 ppl grew to a crowd... how v can chat for hours...now no more liao loh..the bonds between us seemed so thin aledi...haihz...at least i can find sumone tat share the same view nia...later on a fren staying outside came nia...actually i asked him to come earlier de...i dun think anyone else would hav tot of informing him...like i said...the bonds r growing thinner day by day...once he came, the talking went up several lvls...in the end onli 3 of us left...still v continued to talk n laugh..it has been a long time since i laughed like tat nia...where every joke landed at the right spot...then it was time to go supper...tatz the best part de...along the trip we still talked crap...once we arrived...i was really glad wen one of them asked bout the events tat happened 2 days ago...i got to talk n they gave neutral comments...they were understanding...hahaha v even discussed bout how to hold a stomachache...in the end...one word juz mattered...'so u muz be feeling kinda isolated'...walao...the sword in my heart juz got pulled out...everything lifted...tonight wen i stare up the stars it was the same view...but wif a different feeling...amidst all the jokes there were a certain amount of seriousness but then it ended wif talking rubbish again...tis iz the kind of ppl i wana spend time wif...laughter was nvr in short supply...can talk serious stuff as well as funny stuff...i told them it was like i m living outside even though i m still in the hostel...hahaha...anyway we kept on n on bout other things...finally wen v r tired de decided to go back loh...as a wave goodbye i entered wen can i experience stuff like tis again...hav been talking n laughing for almost 5 hours...thrown studies n projects out the window...but today iz enuf to keep me going hopefully till the end of the sem...then mayb can do tis once more b4 going back to our respective hometown n prepare for second sem~~...hehehe...